Sunday, June 10, 2007

Wonder If I....

I wonder if I can ever fall in love…

I wonder if I’ll ever get some genuine and good friends…

I wonder if I’ll get someone who will have something called self-control…

Wondering, what is this guy upto? Yeah, its true, I don’t have a confidante and that is what lacks badly in my life..

Being reserved by nature has worked against me and has never helped me in anyway… I see people going out of their way and sharing their view points, their emotions and thoughts, but I just can’t. It takes so much of time for me to open up…. I have so many things to say, but I just end up being silent.

Will I ever get anyone who will make me talk? Who’ll ever make me feel comfortable? Who’ll ever understand me in and out…?

Leaving aside my Mother, no one has yet understood me or no one has yet trie to understand me, something which I will repent. If I can take the pain of knowing someone, why can’t someone else?

I think it’s got to do with something more than a friend; I need more of a confidante than a friend to know me!

Peddat Road, Chems Corner – a beautiful area and amazing apartments – all sea facing just allured me and I was spellbound – beautifully decorated, well maintained and above all the sea and the beautiful pet dog of my aunt just added to the beauty of everything…

I believe no one is perfect – and I think I am one who will experience a lot of things and will be devoid of someone to share the experiences with – other that these blogs!

What I have now on my face is a Monalisa smile ! Can anyone help...?

3 comments:

pipedreamer said...

tera number aayega :P

Jitzomnia said...

do not fear to trust sumone...mayb dere ARE ppl who wanna lend a patient ear...jus set urslf free...n lif will bcum a lot easier:)yeah no one is perfect...u kno ur not one if u trust d rong person...but then dere is always sumthin dat u cn learn from dese "accidents"...de r bound to happen...but dat shudnt stop u from walkin n d road...watsay???

jo said...

now dont make me cry(sniff sniff)